Day 2 - done

Well, I did get on the elliptical today for about 30 minutes and did my ab workout :)
I did have a good moment today -
     I was at Borders bookstore and this is my FAVORITE place to get a Grande decaf non fat white Chocolate Mocha and something from the treat box, usually an old fashioned doughnut.  So, there I was standing in line waiting my turn and I was like "what the hell are you doing, you are still an apple" AND I LEFT WITH NOTHING!!! I was SO proud of myself. Coffee and treats have become my go to foods so walking away today was a HUGE triumph!
I had a lean cuisine pizza, later a yogurt, then dinner was a small salad with a sweet potato, I chicken tender  cooked in olive oil, and later a weight watchers candy bar ice cream thingy...oh and some cheese its with my standard glass of non fat milk with sugar free chocolate syrup.

I feel myself being motivated, I feel like I am headed toward a goal even though I refuse to set one.  My goal...to get my sexy back! I could say "I want to lose 30 pounds", "I want to wear a size 4" but wanting those things makes me very superstitious.  Sometimes you get what you ask for and not the way you want it...for example a bad illness, someone passes away and you go into a depression...so no making those kind of goals...

what is YOUR goal? Do you want your sexy back? Only YOU can find it!

Another reason I really got started on this blog is because I was watching the Doctors on August 11, 2010 on TV and Mr. PLastic surgery showed a woman that looked JUST LIKE ME and he said "If your body looks like this after kids the only way to get your body back is plastic surgery" SCREW YOU MR DOCTOR!! I want this really bad and I am going to get there without the surgery!

So, until tomorrow!